Ahh, the sweet sound of silence

I don't have to be at school until around 11 today, but when I took J7 to school I went ahead and dropped the other 2 off at the sitters for a little time to myself. It is wonderful sitting here just listening to the rain...but wait...what is this? what? yep....I miss my kids already! I am always longing for a few minutes to myself and then when I have it I feel guilty and I am missing my kids, wishing I had waited to drop them off. What am I supposed to do now? Maybe I should take a shower and get ready for school...but do you think I can do that without someone coming in the bathroom every two minutes needing something...I don't know?? I guess I will give it a shot and suffer through the silence.